
A letter to Donna Noble:
Dear Donna Noble, You were so like me, it was like watching myself on screen
your personality was like mine and you had the same self hate as I do :'(
I know you were never real but I just connected with you because I could feel what you went through.
You did so many amazing brilliant things, all you ever wanted to do, and you did it.
Im still waiting for my doctor, my person to come and show me the real meaning of life, but I know they'll never come.
Because life is cruel and wicked, and everyone is destined to never be what they want to be the most.
For one moment, for one shining moment, you were the most important woman in all of creation, but the very thing you did to save reality cost you your real life, with the doctor, travelling in the Tardis, forever.
Thats the sort of life I can only dream of, because it doesnt happen were I come from, all we have here is chips and cars and concrete, the sheer monotony of it brings me to tears.
Im sick of being me, of living on this god forsaken rock, of being normal and leading a normal life.
Because I dont want any of it, and I would condemn this entire world to the void if it meant I just got one trip in time and space.
I wouldnt want to change it, just see it and experience it for myself.
You did it all but your memories were snatched form you, and you were condemned to forgetting all about the brilliant things you did, because there no longer in your head, the sheer knowledge would kill you :(.
You were exactly like me in every way, but unlike you I didnt get any trips in the tardis, and Im left clutching to the skin of this insignificant planet to ponder my own fate.
Donna you may not be real but I love you and your my hero, Ive never felt anything like this about anybody/thing before, and Im so sorry you had to go.
I just want you to know that although you may never remember youll never be forgotten, because you still are thee most important person in creation and I hope you never feel differently.
Its like Russell t. Davies based you on me, were so alike its uncanny, our thoughts, our views, our actions, the main difference between us is, although you dont remember it, you lived your dreams, travelling, I will never be able to do that.
Ill forever have people in my ear saying, youve got everything going for you etc. but they dont know me, id much rather have what ever talents Ive got taken away from me and have a life in the tardis, seeing and doing amazing things.
People will undoubtedly laugh when they read this, but they dont know me, they dont know the pain I go through everyday just being me, trapped inside my own thoughts, my own head, seeking desperately for a way out, but I know ill never find one.
Id say have a wonderful life but I know you wont because youre like me, doomed to a life of self loathing and meaningless talk.
You are thee most inspirational person in the world, galaxy, universe, reality, creation!
And I hope you never think differently!
Goodbye
Donna noble
you are the most important woman in creation
you are like my MOM..my SISTER..my BEST FRIEND!
I love youxo
There are planets safe in the sky because of her, people living in the lightand singing songs of Donna Noble. They will never forget her but she can never remember. And for one moment, one shining moment, she was the most important woman in the whole wide universe.
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